no lifers...

YES STALKER

2009-02-07T10:19:00.000-08:00

THANKS for the reminder to the link of my own blog!!!...
and i guess i have just became a very scary guy to those who doesnt knw me!...
hmmm i remember saying i gonna leave something here just for u to read..
so heres hw it goes...i guess u still owe me something?...
i hope u still remember wats tt =)...

wonder if u will be tt "sincere" to read this post...

regret~~...

2008-06-24T00:00:00.000-07:00

my life is in a mess.
if i knew this would happen, i would most prob keep it to myself.
i miss those days tt we were really close.
i regret telling u hw i felt.

xian xu left me hours back.
one of my closest fren is now going for further studies at aussie.
i dunno who to go to.
i miss her really much.

ure the one who stand by me and always there when i needed someone.
ure the nicest gal i ever met.
miss u, xian xu~~~...

sentosa!!

2008-02-22T00:00:00.000-08:00

its been awhile since i been to sentosa
hur... i didnt knw tt for nw, i must buy the tix before i board the bus =X...
but anyway this was the 1st time im going there with my classmates!!!
marcus,siang long, xiang zhong, benedict, ian, patrick, meiyin, janice, rachel, shi hui, jason, wei zheng, lionel, timo and me!!!...
thats alot of peeps =D... we had real great fun there...
soccer, volleyball, swimming and tanning!!!..
after tt went to vivo for dinner, superdog, and we are such a big grp that we have to merge lots of table tgt!!..
will post pic real soon..
and im like burned!!!..

cny

2008-02-10T00:00:00.000-08:00

hey everyone!!!...
hws ur ang bao collection!!
i bet everyone is rich nw... so plz go do some MORE shopping =D...
oh just came back from sebby hse..
great to see lots of sec sch fren
vivien,fifi,belinda,gladys,mk and of coz the usual gang!!!...
and valentine is close, i guess it will just be another day for me =/...
if u have no plans too plz note tt im vailable!!! =X...

chalet!!!

2008-02-03T00:00:00.000-08:00

having really serious panda eyes right nw!... havent been slpping for more than a day.
went to jian wei hse for bbq!!.. its been a long time with these group of frens eh (jw,lc,ziqi,liyu,eddie,erwin,euegene lau,luke,joanna and miss lee).. and i finally sat in lc car!!!...
went over to downtown east at midnight for marcus chalet!!!...
it was damn damn damn packed down there.. can only hang around at the stairs!!.
until dawn where only our classmates were left there...
and i finally know hw to play manjong!!...oh well.. went for breakfast and off to escaped..it was really fun having angie(lionel gal-fren)around... she was super out-going la...
oh anyway timothy havent send me those pic yet =(...

close

2008-01-31T00:00:00.000-08:00

ans lab test over!!!... i passed =)).. all thx to lionel!!
telnet to my router and paste his acl in mine!!!...
if not i wld have fail badly -.-..
gonna play soccer tml!!! tho its nt my kind of sports
but im just gonna join the rest (classmate) coz i take it as a gathering!!!...
its like weeks b4 i grad... i dun wanna lose contact with them!!!...

napfa

2008-01-24T04:02:00.000-08:00

TestDate TestTime Status TotalPoints Award Valid Score BestScore
11/01/08 4:00 PM Participated 26 GOLD Valid Score BestScore

eh wth although is gold but THEY STILL GOT MY RESULT WRONG!!!!

Raw Score Grade Points
Bent Knee Sit Ups: 43 A 5
Standing Broad Jump: 232 cm C 3
Sit and Reach: 52.0 cm A 5
Pull Ups: 11 A 5
Shuttle Run: 9.40 sec A 5
2.4km Run/Walk: 11.37 min C 3

i hv gotten 252cm for my standing broad jump!!!... but thats what i get..
lazy to appeal coz it will still be gold =X, sure to be troublesome..
ahhhh 2.4km -.-... 11mins.. use to be 8mins and tts hw much i hv been slacking..

and and and... i though my medical was over.. but now i have to go for another checkup at Hendon Camp -.-... Commando, guards and rangers camp... cant be it right... im so skinny!!!!...

thinking back

2008-01-23T00:00:00.000-08:00

its 23rd!!!
anyway i cant believe im gonna graduating soon... like SOON!!!!!!!!!!
come to think of it, time really pass faster than i can imagine -.-...
it was like yesterday that i entered poly and now im gonna grad soon...
idk if i will be able to keep in touch with everyone in poly after i grad, im sure to miss them..
whenever i take 184 or 75 to sch, i will tend to take a second look at the overhead bridge which is near my sec sch (AES)...it really brings back alot of memories..
like after sch, our clique (yong xuan, qing xiang, jun hao, kitson, sebastian,gregory and me) will meet up and go for our lunch at BP... we will always sing when walking towards the bus stop..i still remember our favourite song!!!... Lan Hua Yi Duo Duo right right...i really miss those days..
not to forget the shell bus stop when i once again met u....

cny cny cny

2008-01-19T00:00:00.000-08:00

ahh received a msg in the morning it was from timo
thought he wanna go out or something but ended up telling me his warded -.-...
went to visit him in the late evening with crystal and andrea..
ohhh anyway his gonna be discharge tml so yea =) do take care.. i will cya in sch soon...

ohhhhh i havent start shopping for my cny...so plz date me out yea =D...

202020202020

2008-01-13T00:00:00.000-08:00

work work
went to far east after tt
met up with zj ben and hazel
woot hl is so nice =D... came all the way down from lot1 and fetch us
eat eat and roam around the street.. its zj birthday..
no more nine TEEN!!!

FAKE

2008-01-08T00:00:00.000-08:00

whats shown on the movie and tv are all fake... it isnt always that way =/..

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you..

longggg friday

2008-01-04T00:00:00.000-08:00

after sch --> lib movie while waiting for crystal
met crystal andrea timo sharania
adams dinner
Holland V cold rock
cam whone -.-
Bowling at CDANS!!! with hl,zj,seb,hazel,mosey,crystal,timo,sharania and me!!!..
breakfast at Mac
home sweet home at 6am =.=...
tired!!!...

School!!!...

2008-01-03T00:00:00.000-08:00

Arghhh... its only been the 2nd day in sch, i hv been skipping lectures...Thats so unlike of me!!.. whats wrong with me!?!...=/..
oh well... do tell me hw u spend ur new year yea?!? =)))...

what hurts the most?!?...

2007-12-30T00:00:00.000-08:00

hows my day?!?...
i cried as usual...
spend some time watching it and u'll know =/...

RASCAL FLATTS - What Hurts The Most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so closeAnd having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the mostIs being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do

zouk

2007-12-28T00:00:00.000-08:00

ahhhh... if its nt for the event, im sure i wouldnt be going to club...
well anyway, its hdln tagger event at zouk.
Ben and Hazel were on the runway!!!...
ohhh...did u see a vampire inside that pic?!?
with colour contacts and panda eyes, looking so pale in it...

terrible

2007-12-27T00:00:00.000-08:00

im really feeling terrible...
wake up crying again..
packed with thoughts...
i realised i dont really have many friends to talk to...

23rd

2007-12-23T00:00:00.000-08:00

its 23rd, i thought we mind be able to enjoy this very special day...
things doesnt happen the way we want...
i just cant stop crying everytime i think of u...
i miss u...